She's a brick house...

My hand being injured isn't helping me with me assignment, but that's alright. I've decided to mix a variety of styles to gain more agility, which compensates for my top heaviness. It isn't easy, but... I'm finding the exercize welcome.

Heh. Back to work now.

.... it's finished.

... things aren't going like I wish they would. I'm so wrapped up in my personal life that I'm neglecting other things. I just can't help it. I came here to better myself and see what I could become... I still don't think I have anything of worth in me. Not anymore.

The one person that matters most to me is breaking down and I can't even help him.

So powerless. Such a waste.

I never should've come here. He should've left me to starve in the street.

... I'm out of ice cream. That sucks. I guess I'll start eating the frosting...

( private )

I can't believe it. He....

( Gin )

God, I'm so tired lately. I can't seem to get enough sleep and the job is working me to DEATH. At least I have a few nights off... I'd stay in from classes today and tomorrow if I could, but I really need to work harder.

I've been slacking off again. I can't do that.

It's Valentine's Day and I haven't gotten anyone anything. Damn it.

I'm sorry.

( private )

Woooow, this place is HUGE, but it's nice. So far, I've meet a few people, but I was shocked to see Gin. I can't believe it. It's been a long time... He said he's been sick and that worries me. I guess it's an old habit.

Everyone seems alright so far, so maybe I'll get used to being around here.